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February 12th, 2006


12:56 pm - Werd to your female parental unit fuckers.
ugh lets see here.

-Classical Piano audition is next month! Wish me luck, Ive been working on these pieces hardcore. If I pass the audition im able to minor in piano composition! My dreams are still a struggle, but im fighting my way through it.

-After this last physics class I will be done with all my pre reqs ive ever needed. Then I can start in the studio hopefully by the fall!

-Ive been holding all that down, and maintainging a full time job @ www.rathbunsrestaurant.com ! Under the famous chef Kevin Rathbun. I might be getting a new job though @ red fish, a brand new upscale joint opening up down here.

-I spent all weekend working on physics and when I get done writing this I will be indulging back into the grandeous splendor of Opitcal Physics w00t.

-On another creative tip, I actually started working on my romantic novel, of course Im only 10 pages into it, but I have suceeded in maintaing a true to life introduction, and will continue thus forth. When I cant pump out ideas for the book, I just switch up to abstract writing and poems. (Favorite pastime : Sitting on the steps outside of school writing as people pass me by.)

-I have been a bit of a homebody lately due to all the work and stress, but Im becoming even more creative with things. But being a homebody def. doenst stop me from collecting records... damn Ive been finding all kinds of jackpot record stores. I just bought a few surf compilations for my gig on the 11th! Oh yes, I forgot to say... Im opening for Danny Tha Wildchild @ the masquerade on the 11th if anyone is interested, ten bux and hes a world famous headliner.

-Missed out on the Of Montreal show last night, but I heard it sucked from a few ppl, so in a way im glad I missed it.

-Animal Collective on 3/19 and World of Drum N Bass on 3/24 w00t.

-Spending my spring break/birthday studying piano, writing some music and smoking some cheeba.

-Sorry to all my friends who dont even know I exsist. I stil love all you bastards. :( Even my girlfriend hasnt seen me in over a week!

yep

bye.




Current Mood: [mood icon] determined
Current Music: elbow - fugitive motel

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September 27th, 2005


03:37 pm - werd
broke so i cant buy a damn router to get the internet, itll be soon though hopefully this weekend.

Been working hardcore at school work * BLAHH *

still going hardcore on the piano as well... almost finished w/a bach piece!

Starting mondays im going to be doing some experimental djing sets @ lennys! I jammed out the other night doing experimental shit along with a sampler! Cant stop the music cravings.

Living in lil five is fun, i study on my roof, and take marta everywhere! Plus adam is a pretty chill person to live with, were constantly collaboratin on the musical tip.

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August 22nd, 2005


01:20 am - :(
I miss my cat...

she left today ...


Its weird coming home and not having her run up to me beggin for treats, or when i goto sleep and she doesnt come up and stare at me hahahaha! Or when she used to... o well fuck it shes gone :( :( im sad!

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August 17th, 2005


12:43 am - Werd
Savannah and Charleston rawked the fuck out!!! A much needed break, but tomorrow morning = musical theory exam @ GSU! Say a prayer for me! Lets see, Im moving to lil five in a few weeks! Which im excited and sad about, sad because I have to give up my cat abby :( :( :(! *tear* but shell be going to my good friend diane! Excited cuz, rent will be ALOT CHEAPER, smaller space, but CHEAPER, which means, more time for my music and school ... less for work! I am gonna be right in front of a marta stop, and im looking for work in lil five/five points! So I shouldnt have to use my car for much, except piano lessons in the ECG! Oh yeah i forgot to tell ya... I have to learn classical piano fluently by November, im taking two lessons a week and pounding my brain w/piano knowledge! Goodnight all.

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July 29th, 2005


12:04 pm - i like this picture

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July 9th, 2005


02:57 pm - !! New MASHUP Mix From Proximal !! Details inside !!
Mixing everything from Hardcore, Dnb, Hip Hop, and oldies !!

Thank you to detonator from atldnb for the host! I owe ya one

http://www.atldnb.com/download/Proximal_Until_Then.mp3

++Intro starring Han Solo and Luke Skywalker++

1. Chubby Checkers - Lets Twist Again
2. Sub Focus - X-ray
3. Sonic - Bat Country
4. Nemesis & A.M.S. - Dont Give a Fuck
5. Baron - Hell Billy
6. Phosphor - Devil
7. T.I. - U dont know me
8. Luna-C - Victory
9. Dynamite Crew - Hard Daze
10. Soundmurderer & SK-1 - Badman
11. Skee-lo - I wish
12. Cyantific - Dont follow
13. The Militia - Amnesia
14. Breeze & Skeedlae - Brave da world
15. Scott Brown - Out of my brain
16. Moleculez - Trashcore
17. Johnny Mathis - Two tickets and a candy heart

++Outro starring Luke Skywalker and Uncle owen++

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June 27th, 2005


02:58 am - The gift
Holy crap...

always left breathless by the gift of gab (blackalicious)

Download the song and read along ***BLACKALICIOUS - NOWHERE FAST***

these flows... are exactly how i feel fuck yeah! go gift go gift!

READDDDDDDDD and ull understand *sigh*

Hey yester-day you were supposed to meet me now I got to testify
I waited hours for you guess that all was just a lie
Figured you stepped inside soon enough you said good bye
'Peace Out! I'm gone and won't be back!' I head your echo cry
Oh how the seconds fly left without a second try
I check and try to recollect how I just let you die
And now I wallow in these severed ties

Of yester-day girl your really gone I guess that's how it just
should be
I had big plans for us today but now you're history
Today's a mystery you took pieces I miss of me
I keep on diggin deep tryin to find that kid in me
We had some really good discussions back then didn't we?
Befriended me but now we don't speak like we're enemies
And all I got is memories

But Yester-day memories are priceless and I'm really glad you
left em
There etched inside I take a ride when driftin through the
spectrum
It's just at times I dwell and dwell and then I have to catch up
To now while back in time it ceased to march it just kept on
I want you back I want you back when it was here I slept on
What I appreciate a little more now as a blessing
Now I'm complaining and regretting

I am today I'm all that ever was and ever is and uh
It is an honor, don't become a mental prisoner
Just listen to the now and keep your mind from driftin off
I am the mission, the position of this instance uh
New opportunity to get the love your wishin for
To kick the door in to look for your ambitions, what?
You can move on out to elevate your existence up

I'm just today, I'm just the way I am
I am ever single day I am
I'm February, April, March and even May I am
I'm only what you make me hope I'm what you pray I am
Today I am, I'm never really far away I am
You better scope me like the hunter does the prey I am
You play 'I am' out in the picture yes today I am

I'm everything your memory say I am
So seize me, I'm here to serve you if you serve me back
It's easy, but difficult that's time alone squeeze me
From beaming your feet when your all your actions turn to
banking
An inkling, a hint, I'm moving faster than your blinking
So treat to just a slice of heaven why you cheat me?
Deceive me and now I'm hell inside these thoughts that link me
To flesh the soul it's bound to I was truly made to be free


Instead I'm going nowhere fast


I'm only saying this to show how all around
man or beast sleep away there gift of time
and never know the beauty of a good life below

I'm bout to change the way I'm livin homey
I'm eatin vegan, no ham or baloney
I'm startin off my day with yoga stretches
I'm bout to master self to study lessons
I'm swearin off the weed and alcohol
I won't be affected by doubts at all
The sky's the limit, watch I'm bout to ball

I'm spendin every single dollar wisely
I'm writin songs that's bumpin like the Eisleys
I'll have the answers you can all confide in me
Nothin the day could bring that will surprise me
I'm buildin to the fullest every minute
I'm through talkin the talk, I'm bout to live it
Ain't even started yet, I'm at the finish line

Man I can't wait until it's here I'm sayin
Oh what, you haitin? What, you think I'm playin?
You think I ain't just go ahead and watch me
I'll use the lessons yesterday has taught me
I'm countin hours, minutes even seconds
Man I can't even sleep, I'll build my Heaven
Oh what, it here? Oh, oh what, it's what?
Don't even trip, just give me one more day
It's really gonna be on tomorrow
Current Mood: [mood icon] mellow
Current Music: Kanye West - Spaceship

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June 24th, 2005


03:55 pm - F@(*&@(*&^)(@*&$ -80
Ok so maybe some of you know but some of you dont!

Ive been trying my damndest to get into gsu since i graduated high school back in 2002 ! I have applied 2x and this was my 3rd....!

Today i found out... that finally... after 3 years of COMMUNITY COLLEGE and 102 COLLEGE CREDIT HOURS OF BULLSHIT...and i mean BULLSHIT! ... accounting and anthropolgy and chemistry! O@*$(U)@($ what ! Im a recording arts major for gods sake

well to the point here...im shitting my pants ,,,,, becuz finally I GOT INTO GEORGIA STATE !)(*@&)(*%& )i start in the fall!

Thanks to all my friends who supported me throughout all this, my family and God! NOW ONTO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS!
Current Mood: [mood icon] happy
Current Music: Blackalicious - Blazing arrow

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June 17th, 2005


03:28 pm - werd
computer is being upgraded

transcript requests are in for gsu!

partied till 6am las night w/my friends ! Crazy night ... way too crazy hahahahaha!

Finished up new cd just waiting to get the computer complete!

fuck a hoe im done /peace

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June 15th, 2005


12:31 pm - You're no good for me I dont need nobody Dont need no one thats no good for me....


Current Mood: productive
Current Music: nothing

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June 12th, 2005


11:58 pm - blah
i have seriously had the worst week of this year so far THIS WEEK! ...

nothing

has gone right! Everything is getting worse, situations, people, friends, even my family is distant/going wrong!


but... out of my anger i just finished a new cd :)

it will be up this week!

I pursue through the darkness... and into the fucking light!
Current Mood: [mood icon] tired
Current Music: Stealth - Flower needs the rain

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June 11th, 2005


02:33 am - great
my luck gets better

got into an accident tonight during the storm!
i spun out of control tonight at like 5am, ramped a curb and slammed into a tree! Im ok, but im not sure if my car is! My friend matt came to the aid though!

i hate this day

good bye

yay for good luck!

saw my life flash b4 my eyes.

blah

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June 7th, 2005


09:14 am - To my best friend!
TUFF GIRL! ;) best friend ;) get betttttttter

glad everything went ok!


Current Mood: studying
Current Music: Dj Entropy - Stairway to heaven mashup

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June 2nd, 2005


08:48 am - do it
1. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
2. Do an Image Google Search and search for that word.
3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results -- don't tell me the word.
4. Put this in your own blog so that I can do the same.
Current Mood: hungover lmao
Current Music: Virus & Scoots - Konnichiwa2

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May 30th, 2005


01:50 pm - Quiz
Name 20 friends, in no order!
01. Ethan
02. Lauren
03. Patrick
04. Kristin
05. Ginny
06. Josh (disciple13)
07. JJ
08. Amy
09. Nick
10. Tara
11. Diane
12. Drew
13. Kristin
14. Dave
15. Chandler
16. Dylan
17. Jerry
18. Seth
19. David
20. Anthony

A.Who is #8 going out with? JJ (married)
B.Is #9 a boy or a girl? Boy
C.Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? HELL YEAH ROFL!
D.How about #18 and #4? FUCK no they would kill each other
E.What grade is #17 in? just started college this year
F.When was the last time you talked to #12? saturday night
G.What is #6's favorite band? Drum N Bass producer of some sort
H.Does #1 have any siblings? Yeah , a brother
I.Would you ever date #3? FUCK NO WTF !!!!! EWW NOT GAY
J.Would you ever date #7? once again, fucking a im not gay
K.Is #16 single? Yeah
L.What's #15's last name? Cottingham
M.What's #5's middle name? Ginny what the hell is your middle name? I keep wanting to say nel cuz i always think of nel carter when i hear the name carter! ROFL
N.What's #10's fantasy? shit i dunno, ask nick lmao
O.Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? Probably if they were gay, they both love dnb
P.What school does #20 go to? Chat tech w/me b0h!
Q.Tell me a random fact about #11? She owns a butt plug ROFL
R.And #1: He has surpassed me in hardocreness
S.And #3: He doesnt like superstarg djs from germany who try and steal his gf in a ferrari!
T.And #2: Anything raspberry, and your in like flynt! ... oh shit i said FLYNT! *snickers*
U.Have you ever had a crush on #16? uhmmmm if in a crush you mean his blunt rolling capabilities , yes! ROFL
V.Where does #9 live? IN THE RIDGE WITH ME NOW ! b0h
W.What's #4's favorite color? Id be safe in saying red? or tan ? or yellow?
X.Would you makeout with #3? wtf is it w/this damn questionnaire and patrick LMAO
Y.Are #5 & #6 best friends? no
Z.Does #8 like #19? HAHAHAHAHAHA hell nah
a.Does #10 have any pets? Yeah 2 cats
b.Is #12 older than you? Yeah by almost a year i think!
c.Give #13 a hug? Sure why not Mailliw Rentahs!
Current Mood: [mood icon] okay
Current Music: Doormouse - Anticartel 4

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May 28th, 2005


12:07 am - TOMORROW
TOMORROW BE THERE

FREE EVENT!

ME + 3 turntables + free cotton candy + free hot dogs! + Free cds + cheap drinks

I play from 1:00am - 2:30am

be there

or be a four sided figure of doom!

oh yeah and heres some pictars from last night @ calyx



Current Mood: [mood icon] calm
Current Music: MIA - Bucky Done Gone

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May 23rd, 2005


10:52 am - Flip Mode
Flip Mode puts it best

Hey yo, I walk by myself,I die by myself
cuz ain't nobody gonna help me but my goddamn self
I do for my self,make moves for my self
cuz ain't nobody gonna help me but my goddamn self
I walk by myself,I die by myself
cuz ain't nobody gonna help me but my goddamn self
I do for my self,make moves for my self
cuz ain't nobody gonna help me but my goddamn self

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May 22nd, 2005


08:22 pm - Dry your eyes girl
In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin’ straight into the ground
Lookin’ to the left slightly, then lookin’ back down
World feels like it’s caved in – proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she’s lookin’ straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she’s lookin’ down at her feet

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over

So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin’, my life is crashin’ before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
‘Cause I can’t imagine my life without you and me
There’s things I can’t imagine doin’, things I can’t imagine seein’
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she’s blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin’ my hand away to my chest, from hers

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over

And I’m just standin’ there, I can’t say a word
‘Cause everythin’s just gone
I’ve got nothin’
Absolutely nothin’

Tryin’ to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin’ to change what she’s sayin’
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I’m not gonna fuckin’, just fuckin’ leave it all now
‘Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You’re well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so she’s now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over

I know in the past I’ve found it hard to say
Tellin’ you things, but not tellin’ straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now.
Current Music: The Streets - Dry your eyes

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07:49 pm - Grooverider your absolutely INSANE!
3 Rewinds and alot of screaming. Alot.

Audio

"need to make this tune a part of your life!"

Laughing out loud for real!

Keep fueling up the fire! KEEP IT COMINNNNN
Current Mood: [mood icon] enthralled
Current Music: Grooverider going ape shit over the new pendulum choon

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07:30 pm - Red Bull Music Academy
Wow so ive been hearing alot about this and i started working on my application that is due next week! Its a free ride to travel all around the world doing music! Its all sponsored by Reb Bull, and its totally legit! You get to study for free from some of the most gifted in music! Plus you get to utilize your skills... ahh... anywho check it out for yourself! I think i have a good chance to win, they seem to want variety in their musicians etc.! Theres alot of questions on the application about how different your music is :) cant wait ! Ill know july 29th if i won!

http://www.redbullmusicacademy.com/APPLICATION_FORM.54.0.html
Current Mood: [mood icon] tired
Current Music: Ram Trilogy - Milky Way

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